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Sunday, August 27th, 2006
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Oh my goodness, i have totally abandoned live journal and i feel very very sad about that. i've realized how much of an angry teenager i was hahaha. totally hillarious to read my old blogs. see ya
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Saturday, September 4th, 2004
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i haven't updated my journal in a long time and i just wanted to say hi. i wanna say that im getting ready for school but there isn't much to get ready for. i just saw hero and it was pretty cool, it had its corny moments but still a cool story with cool effects. it feels really weird writing in this thing again so i think i might just stop at that. just wanted to let everyone know im still alive.
see ya.
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Freakin jerk chuck. hes been gone for 2 days and ive only talked to him for like 5 minutes if 5 minutes at all. its so weird not having him here and the freakin jerk hasn't called me today, loser. all well.
went to movie and a snack with kyle and matt. it was really fun actually. i was skeptic cause we were going to watch a movie i didnt think i would want to watch but it turned out to be great, or something close to great.
oh gosh i love that pepto bismol commercial, its classic.
thats pretty much it, bye
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Saturday, June 12th, 2004
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happy graduation!
yeah i haven't really written in a while don't have much to say though. here are some cliff notes.
graduated
had a party
stopped being friends with chris (big one)
going to san francisco in a week
thats pretty much it.
bye
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Wednesday, April 28th, 2004
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| Subject: | okay |
| Time: | 7:16 pm. |
| Mood: |  blah. | | Music: | dah dah dah, in my head. |
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hmm, overall this has been an eh week.
there have been too many tiffs going on this week, at least one a day. one partially because im pmsing and took everything too seriously. others were because my friends are complete idiots. one, unfortunately is still going on. chris and chuck need to stop being stupid!!! right now. ready . . . . go! okay that didnt work all well.
on another note i was at calarts taking pictures on glass with my friends, long story, and i started to realize how much im going to miss hs. all of my friends will be staying in this valley but going to different schools and i know ill still get to see them but i wont be going to school with them every day like usual and thats going to be soooo weird. not to mention that most of the school is . . . well . . . different. i doubt i'll fit in very well and that really scares me. all well itll be fine
on a happy note. YAY KYLE!!! WOO HOO FOR UCLA!!!! i am so unbelieveably proud of you, yeah ive already told you but yeah. im so glad you get to stay in this valley, yes its selfish but you like that youre staying too. this makes me feel alot better about the above, so yay for that.
now for prom, it was really fun, thats all i really have to say about it. i have fun pics and i had a good time so yeah.
well im pretty much caught up on everything. so im done
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Saturday, April 17th, 2004
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I haven't been to school in 3 days. weird.
I have done more in the past three weeks then the first 15 years of my life all together. i went to new york, ventura, the big sir coast. then there was the fact that i was only ever home to sleep, which my dad especially hates because he only ever gets to see me in the night and i haven't been home to see him. the wisconsins came and left. i miss them soo much.
i feel really weird writing in here without having to rant about anything. usually i use this thing to complain about something and right now i have nothing to complain about.
hmm.
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| Subject: | shoot me |
| Time: | 9:50 pm. |
| Mood: |  aggravated. | | Music: | nick and jessica variety show shit, ewww. that's disgusting. |
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ugh, i hate being sick with an extreme passion!
happy jesus resurrection day! you know if a dead man suddenly came back to life in this era we'd all be considered crazy. how the hell did easter bunny's with stupid colorful eggs come out of the rebirth of the "mesiah". i mean really, you couldn't choose anything further from what the day is actually about. at least christmas is based on some guy who stole stuff and gave it to little children. what the hell does a bunny who carries eggs around have to do with jesus christ. and how the hell did he get the damn eggs!? so now we have to figure out where the hell the bunny came from AND how he got his stupid colorful eggs . . . .
oh god, im ranting about a bunny. . . shoot me.
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are more to be honored than parents, for these gave only life, those the art of living well.
this is not the case for chris, chuck and kyle. god forbid these men ever educate any child ever again. these three come over to my house and my 11 year old cousin is there. we all decide to play egyptian rat screw and then spoons. little did i know that they would also try to teach my cousin words such as "choch'" or "hussy" or phrases such as "you dirty little choch'" or "vaginal secretions". not that this wasn't hilarious but they instructed her to say these things if someone was to insult her. by the end of the night she was calling everyone "nasty choch's". my god! she's 11! i will never let these three come into close contact with my cousin again, that is until she's like 16 or something. i can just picture her mother telling her to go and clean up her room and my cousin responding with "YOU DIRTY LITTLE CHOCH" or some other ridiculous phrase she learned after a night with my friends. i can feel my aunt's foot up my ass right now.
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Thursday, April 8th, 2004
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Came back from an awesome 3 days at the beach with kyle chris and chuck. SO MUCH FUN! i was ready to go home like the second day. im such a damn homebody, my parents have trained me well. its so sad, i can't stand being at places without the rents or house for 2 days tops but after 2 i just get bitchy. gotta get back to pocahontas, bye.
( survey )
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Wednesday, March 31st, 2004
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Tuesday, March 30th, 2004
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people are such ignorant fucks sometimes. i swear to god. this weekend while in n.y. there was a drag queen convention and all these idiot sheltered dumb fuck teenagers were ranting about how disgusting they were and wondering why the hell something so disgusting was standing right next to them. a few nights before that i swear to you my roommate was trying to convert me to mormonism preaching about how being gay was wrong and that god is just testing you and that everybody has certain urges its just about whether or not you acknowledge them. at this point i wanted to shoot myself but wait there is more. so i tell my point of view in a very non-chalant way. not trying to impose my beliefs onto her but to just give an opinion and i mention glass and of course she automatically assumes i am a lesbian, which under normal circumstances wouldnt annoy me. so i said no im not a lesbian im just a supporter. and we get into this whole thing about how she's an idiot who didn't know that you didnt have to be gay to be in the club. i also happened to mention to her that i didnt think being gay was wrong at all and she gasped in horror. at this point i wanted to shoot her rather than myself. okay now back to the drag queen night. . . i was extremely pissed off at all the little dumb bitches so i was walking to my room dreading the people inside when one of the girls walks by and says "you can't yell over the balcony (refering to the hotel balcony and blah) but a boy can go around kissing other boys. something is wrong in the world" now seriously how big of an ignorant fuck can you be to say THAT to some random person walking down the fucking hallway. people disgust me. the world would be such a better place if people didn't try to force the beliefs on other people. now don't go saying i am a fucking hypocrit i have never told anyone that they should believe in what i believe in. if people just let people do what they feel (except for that whole murder, rape, theft, etc.) then the world would be such a better place. i know i dont understand why these people are idiots and im sure they feel the same but i am not trying to make them or not allow them from doing anything. and then somebody who i thought was my friend is turning into one of these ignoramus's. i should start making surveys for people i want to become friends with just so that i can find out what the hell im getting into (not that i'd be giving many out).
my idiot solution would be to put all the ignorant fucks on an island with no food or water and they can just eat eachother or something. i know this wouldnt work and i would never ever let it happen. if i wasnt who i am i just know that would please me.
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thats when ill be on a plane in long beach. i really should pack for that but i probably wont until tomorrow, all well. today was okay. i officially dont have a prom date, hehe. i was stressing about it before but ive found that it doesnt really matter, i wasn't really looking for a date but rather a boy to take me (or come with me). that didn't work out. ill ask a few more random people and if nobody says yes all well, i'll hang out with my friends.
so anyways, sv lasted forever tonight and i think im beginning to hate it, like really hate it, unfortunately i love it at the same time, ick.
THIS IS FOR SUNNY CAUSE THIS DATE WILL ONLY MEAN SOMETHING FOR HER, OR AT LEAST IT BETTER MEAN SOMETHING TO HER!!!
APRIL 9th!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Thursday, March 18th, 2004
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that gave us shock whenever we disobeyed the president. then somehow i get myself elected president. - jack handey
you know, women go through so much shit. child birth, menstrual cycles, menopause (notice how the last two have the word men in them, they are the root of all evil), pms, raging hormones, and above all this we still aren't completely equal. the only thing we had left for us was multiple orgasms. the one thing men could not accomplish, but now, NOW I HAVE FOUND THAT MEN CAN HAVE MULTIPLE ORGASMS!! i mean really god had to spite us, he made us believe we had something special and then he made tantra, the art of sex thingy whatever it is. with tantra men can accomplish the multiple o!!! god damn you, GOD DAMN YOU TANTRA!!
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you wouldnt want to touch them in the first place? - george carlin
hehehheheheh i thought that was hillarious.
yay everyone all is well in the world! i feel so much better than last week, thank the lord. So the 3 faries from sleepy beauty are awesome. im flora just to let all of you people know. so yesterday i went to gravity hill which happens to be the freakiest thing ever. to be totally honest its completely stupid but i am the biggest pussy in the world so i went mad crazy when we did it. its by this huge cemetery and it was dark and there was some freaked out statue of mary by us, ehh. but it was cool. i found my prom dress and ill post it up if i learn how to. i absolutely love it, but it something that some people love and some people probably hate.
today was a relatively cool day. nothing exciting really happened except the usual harrassment of gays. god damn fat bitch fucker. i swear its the humanities class mr. howard teaches because some fuck said that the game we were playing was gay. as if it had a sexual orientation. so our group went on to make fun of the dumb fuck for thinking that a game could possibly have sex with the same game. stupid fucks. and stupid fat bitches with red hair whos only friends are there sisters need to shoot themselves in the head. not really, maybe move to an island with no food so that they can eat themselves.
me, kim, sunny (hi sunny!), andrea and angela are going out to dinner on sunday so that should be awesome because we haven't hung out together in the LONGEST time.
my mom officially got tuition remetion (sp). so we dont have to pay for college, or rather they dont, woo hoo!!! that means i get to hold it against them if they wont buy me things because they practically made me go to calarts(though i wasn't kicking or screaming) and they dont have to pay for my college education. woo hoo! but then again there using the money they would use for tuition to remodel our house.
god incubus is hot.
"i shot an elephant in my pants, how it got there i'll never know" - groucho marx (one crazy fuck)
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Tuesday, March 16th, 2004
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yeah so im not irish, but the day de la horny is tomorrow and im very excited. go green!! im going to be one of those annoying people who will pinch you if you dont wear green. hehehe yay!
feeling very anxious at the moment, i hate waiting for shit.
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kyle kleckner you big loser! i know exactly what im talking about i just didnt wanna start shit so now you're in for it. you wanted to know what i meant and now youre going to get it. I understand that you dont get it and you think i dont get it, but i do. i was really getting to the point where everything is okay but now you gotta go and ask why. I WAS FINE WITH BEING SECOND GOD DAMNIT BUT NOW I HAVE TO DEAL WITH EXPLAINING TO YOU HOW YOUVE PUT ME IN SECOND PLACE. i dont want to compete but youre going to go and make me do it aren't you AREN'T YOU. talk to you tomorrow. *smile*. hold on to your hats everyone.
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yeah, so my last entry was extremely vague and it meant to be so. for the most part, everyone has been pissing me off lately. i mean EVERYONE. sometimes its not their fault and sometimes it is, it really really is. im sure for the most part its just me and i know that if i just stay away from these particular things or dont think about them at much i feel alot better. but every time the god damn subject pops into my head i literally want to shoot somebody. i know there is something i have to do about it but i dont know if i want to, at this point ive realized that im just going to have to wait for things to blow over. its been a terrible week for everyone and if things keep happening ill do something about it then. ugh i gotta go, my god damn mother fucking nag bitch mother is calling.
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